Bismillah. Alhamdulillah i was confirmed with normal pregnancy and i was able to continue work as usual. At that time my symptoms are still undercontrol. I thought i was strong. Looking back at my timetable. my offday will be on the first day of the week and the next offday will be on the end of the day of the next week. it will be my supertiring phase. but what can i do? i still have to do double oncalls. still have to go through long days. eventhough i was so tired. i cried everytime i go back from work. i cannot go through this anymore. i almost fainted in the ward. i was given iv drip with branula. and nobody will understand how it feels. with two weeks straight of working, few days before weekend, i even cannot finish my reviews writing because it was super tiring. then, at the end of the weekend i was having per vaginal bleeding. at first, i ignore since it was just staining. then, im having it again. my husband at that ...
Bismillah. Today, im working as usual. AM shift means, working from 7 am until 5 pm. And of course this shift was the most luxurious time ever for a houseman if they are working. IF AND ONLY IF THEY CAN GO BACK ON TIME. While my husband still cannot offtag yet. Its friday and usually rounds with a specialist was a bit late. Guess what, we are having rounds after solat Jumaat and finished our ward rounds until 5 pm. All wardworks were carried out until 6 pm. My lower abdominal pain cramps was getting stronger. after I helped my mates to take septic workout i quickly went to PAC for scan. because Im afraid something happened with my pregnancy. Luckily, the MO oncall at OnG was my MO who used to be my fav MO during my OnG posting. She scanned me and she cannot see any intrauterine gestational sac (means no sac in the uterus seen) But she saw something at my cervix. Suspected miscarriage or the embryo was implanted there. I was admitted to gynae ward to ru...