Bismillah.
i still remembered.
at this time this was my first postcall at paediatrics posting.
with double oncalls.
i suffered 3 days with high grade fever but still forcing myself to go for oncall.
luckily, my mate is very kind and understanding.
i end up went to emergency department cause im afraid that im having dengue.
non curable even with regular paracetamols.
it was quite hurt, when the MO said,
"ha, nak MC latu"
and i told her that i dont need one. today im postcall and im having offday the next day.
yes. judgemental is everywhere.
especially when you are a houseman.
my friend in ed took my FBC and Alhamdulillah everything is normal
when i came back from ed, i noted that im having bleeding.
im a bit happy cause now i know the source of the fever.
might be because im having period (lewat seminggu tak silap)
but after two days. my period stopped.
i felt heavy cramping in my lower abdominal. but there's no blood!
i dont know why but Allah gerakkan hati ini to check for upt.
and guess what mashaa Allah.
my UPT IS POSITIVE!
after one year and three months of marriage :)
im not hinking despite of im still in housemanship phase.
im not thinking the difficulties that im going through.
the happiness was beyond all.
im going to suprise my husband.
i dont want to tell him until he went back from tagging.
i wanted to make him happy cause he suffered so much in ONG posting.
and now here is the suprise.
i fetch him from work. and ready for him with two suprises.
one for his new phone i bought for him and another one is the biggest blessings from Allah.
i still remembered.
at this time this was my first postcall at paediatrics posting.
with double oncalls.
i suffered 3 days with high grade fever but still forcing myself to go for oncall.
luckily, my mate is very kind and understanding.
i end up went to emergency department cause im afraid that im having dengue.
non curable even with regular paracetamols.
it was quite hurt, when the MO said,
"ha, nak MC latu"
and i told her that i dont need one. today im postcall and im having offday the next day.
yes. judgemental is everywhere.
especially when you are a houseman.
my friend in ed took my FBC and Alhamdulillah everything is normal
when i came back from ed, i noted that im having bleeding.
im a bit happy cause now i know the source of the fever.
might be because im having period (lewat seminggu tak silap)
but after two days. my period stopped.
i felt heavy cramping in my lower abdominal. but there's no blood!
i dont know why but Allah gerakkan hati ini to check for upt.
and guess what mashaa Allah.
my UPT IS POSITIVE!
after one year and three months of marriage :)
im not hinking despite of im still in housemanship phase.
im not thinking the difficulties that im going through.
the happiness was beyond all.
im going to suprise my husband.
i dont want to tell him until he went back from tagging.
i wanted to make him happy cause he suffered so much in ONG posting.
and now here is the suprise.
i fetch him from work. and ready for him with two suprises.
one for his new phone i bought for him and another one is the biggest blessings from Allah.
Alhamdulillah, im pregnant :)
and here now starts my new journey.
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